the leaves are green again
one thing you can count on is seasons changing and waiting for snow. 
I once told you that it felt like a fairytale and I have repeated it ever since 
and I'd like to feel your limbs but have settled for a memory. 
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 
I'd used to think, I'd used to whisper, I'd used to say
and I think that I believe it. 
Even now, after everything
how long has it been?
A decade sounds insane to say but I am not one to falsify facts.
So I'll talk to you through letters,
unaddressed
pester you with questions,
you have left.

and then there are some answers
dad becomes mom too
you shatter gender standards, without having a true clue. 
Because stability becomes solid, 
like an unmovable mountain that we climb together. 
That is not symbolic, just in hiking we take pleasure. 
Thank you for providing an unquestionable home, 
being able to go back
is what allows me to roam.

See, it still snows in April, 
it's still sunny in November, 
you are most reliable, since I can remember. 
So while I wait for the first leaves to fall, 
I'll say I love you

and that

is truly all.