I breathe
I play
and speak

I think
I write
and see

I read
I run
and eat

yet
tiny little rocks
are walls
around my skin
I feel them slowly
crumbling
but hide it with
my grin

I pretend I know
this play
but forgot
all of the words

Pretend I have
a say
but it feels
all like a search

I should own
a well earned oscar
and display it on my shelf

I’m an imposter
who pretends
she likes herself.

An intruder
and a scammer
a pretender
and a fraud

waiting for some glamour
and waiting to get caught.