I am currently in Italy. It is beautiful here. The beach is amazing and the weather is quite good. The waves of the sea are almost 10 meters high so we can’t swim because it is to dangerous. That is a little stupid but the weather will be better soon. I hope at least. Italy is so relaxing, exactly what I needed. Some rest and some relaxing. I’m here with a very good friend of mine and she is Italian which makes a lot of things a bit easier. It is so much fun with her here and I just love it. I’ll try to take some pictures so I can show you how amazing it is here.

We are resting right now because it is really hot outside and because we didn’t sleep so much so it is a good idea to take a short nap. My friend is lying next to me and she a bit tired, I am fine so I’m typing this article on her laptop. The whole room around me is dark and the only light is coming from the laptop screen in front of me. Besides the lovely relaxing music that is playing the only sound in the room is me typing.

Slowly I am getting calmer, I am listening to the beautiful music and try to find the right words to fill in this article. I am thinking about my home, my friends and everything what is now a bit further away. And slowly, my thoughts are getting deeper and deeper. I think about the death and I am not sure if it is the music that makes me think so much or if it is the darkness around me. If it is just me being ‘alone’. My friend isn’t sleeping, she is on her mobile phone. I think she really should try to sleep for a little while. She’s really tired and while I am writing this I discover how tired I actually am.

Before I went to Italy I finished Gossip Girl and I adore the ending. I started a new series called Orphan Black I love it. It is about a girl who sees another girl commit suicide. The girl looks exactly like her and because this girl (sarah) has a lot of problems, she takes the identity from the woman. When she is acting like she is this dead woman she discovers there a lot more people who look exactly like here. It is a bit of fantasy and science fiction but I love it. It is really exciting to watch and I love it.

I just put off the music because my friend wants to sleep. I hope I don’t annoy here witch my typing. I think I am so am going to try to finish this article quick.

It really is weird this silence in the room and I am feeling a bit alone even if my friend is laying next to me. Nobody can hear me and I can hear quite some people speaking Italian.

We met to very nice girls here and we are always spending the evening together. They are really kind I love to hang out with them. It is such a different vibe here. Everything is way more relaxed. Probably because everyone here is on holiday. Well I don’t know I really like it.

Even if I like it, I don’t think I could live here. Or that I could spent to months here. It gets a bit boring. You only go swimming and eating here and there is nothing other really to do. To go here for a little bit is fine but for actually a long time is really boring.

Next week I am sailing and I am really excited about that. I love sailing and because I only do it once a year I am always really excited about it.

I should let my friend sleep.

Speak to you soon

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Babette Helena